Category Archives: Girl talks

time to rethink….

I told myself before that I don’t want to turn this blog into a usual me-my-musings kind of stuff but sometimes I cant help it especially nowadays when there are so much going on in my used-to-be-a-little-boring daily life. 

Being in a catholic country, where  holy week is highly observed nationwide, everybody gets to take a 4-day off every year. I used to look forward to this break in the past few years but now I wish could fast forward everything. Getting stuck at home alone for two whole days made me feel like being stranded  alone in an island for a whole month, never been stranded in an island though, and im certainly not looking forward to it. I was planning to visit my parents during this break but I decided to cancel it at the last minute. Guess I’m still not ready to answer their whys and hows once they’ve discovered what happened to my  then-lovelife.  Good thing they didn’t ask me how X was during  those phone conversations i had with them in the last two weeks.  At least this holy week break gave me time to rethink and analyze everything… well, that was after i ran out of dvds to watch. Nursing a broken heart  tends to be expensive.. changing hairstyles and expensive hair treatments and shopping for things which i really can live without. At least I get to free my mind from all the those thoughts that I’m trying hard to avoid, happy thoughts that make me really sad… that’s how ironic life can be.

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What’s going on… and what lies ahead…

Weekend is almost over once again. The beginning of a new hectic week is waiting for me tomorrow, but I’d rather be busy doing a lot of stuff at the same time than doing nothing at all. Work is still  hectic.  Initial works on the book is now in progress, novel is currently on hold (i prefer reading someone else’s novel at the moment than writing my own),   I guess that following those travel blogs made me realized (finally) that I really want to pursue (now) that long overdue plan. I hope  that this will  come to fruition in the not so distant future.

Somewhere else… something else

Things have not been great since the start of this month and it’s draining all my energy everyday. Wish I had the guts and the courage to move to another location instantly to start a new chapter. Well, I know I will do it one day, just need a little more time and planning. It’s too much of a gamble for me this time. I really admire those people who have the guts and courage to take off too easily to stay/work  in a foreign land. I’ve been contemplating on doing this but not within the very near future. I don’t mind having  overseas consulting/contracting kind of job that last for a few months [on top of my day job] as it’s a great travelling opportunity.  Maybe I should start looking for one real  soon 🙂